But only some.
Because everything has two phases.
I've been teaching kids in the last 2 years, for 3 months, half day. Well, I think that whole experiences weren't that bad.
After 2 years, which is this year, I went back to the same place, same job, 3 months, but different students, different people working together with me, and most importantly I work full day this time.
My past experiences told me that this time wouldn't be a big problem to me.
But, I'm wrong. I'm so wrong.
This time, the first day I stepped in, I felt extremely uneasy at my workplace, which make me refused to go back there on the next day.
Kids nowadays changed.
Way too much.
That was what I thought that day.
Kids nowadays are way too smart, they find ways to step on you, find ways to blow you up, as hard as they could.
And yes, they succeed, well, at least on me.
Forget about the salary, forget about all the small gifts that will received: Angpau and biscuits (because it's near to CNY).
I've been so sick this few months.
My throat sore everyday, my legs hurt nearly everyday, getting a high fever more and more frequently, having cold symptoms at least every week.
What else?
From the first day I stepped in, I heard plenty of complaints from the teachers about one another.
They talk bad about each other behind each and everyone.
They smile when they face each other, and they complain when they turn their backs away from each other.
Well, I was just thinking, maybe they did the same thing to me too.
This is how I hold on to this job this time, this is so tough. I need a crying chair.
Counting the days, looking forward to weekends, week after week, which I've never been doing this.
And of course, break down when necessary.
I don't want to be an irresponsible person, I want to complete that 3 months which I promised her.
So I hang on till now.
Almost 2 months passed.
And I'm still struggling to hold on to it.
If I have a time machine, I wish I could turn back to the past and make a smarter decision.
I swear I will never ever step back to this part time job (teaching) in my whole life anymore.
